The glass that was half full...

is now half empty. I tried putting on a smile and acting like nothing in my life was wrong. That didn't work out too well for me. For some apparent reason, I deserve to be treated like shit? "Why don't you just move out then", "You don't like it, then leave!" "Aren't you old enough to be out on your own?" "You're so selfish". I hate growing up. It gets worse and worse, the older you get. I love how I am the issue. Not the fact that we have to move and have no money, but me still living at home, has become the issue? Maybe I should look into colleges away from here. I feel like no one cares, either way. It sucks. I spent 48 hours looking for places to live and driving around and now I get treated like this. It's wonderful and well deserved. I am selfish because I don't want to sleep on the top of a bunk bed and because I would prefer to live in a place where I can park my car outside of our house not a mile down the street. What 19 year-old would like that? Find one, and get back to me.