Day 2, kiss my ass.

Went to the gym today. I felt like a fat kid at fat camp. I was complaining to myself in the car. "You did this to your self Erin!" "But I'm so tired." "Suck it up." "Shut up!" Yes, I have conversations with myself. Get over it. I think it sucked more because I did it after work. Everything is harder after work. Working with kids is demanding. "Ms. Erin, can you tie my shoe?""Ms. Erin can you open this?" "Ms. Erin can you get the ball I kicked over the fence?" I realize I am being a Wendy Whiner, but I am not 100% in this get skinny you chunky monkey mode. I miss food already and this is my second day. I have had the weirdest cravings, Strawberry Poptarts, Nacho Cheese Doritos, Bean and Cheese Burritos with enchilada sauce. Damn it! I'm getting hungry again just thinking about it. BUT.......I did Cardio for 45 minutes (Stairmaster and the elliptical machine). Tonight I'm watching "I used to be fat" on MTV. It's good motivation.